The Hidden Truth (10.2008)

It's a hidden passion that burns deep....
Deep within my soul that slumbers inside of me......
The innocent gazes of these eyes NEVER lie....
But yet behind them a hidden truth lies......

My eyes meet your gaze.........
You gaze into these seemingly sane eyes
But behind them a chaotic destruction lies......
You’re still gazing....
LOOKING..........SERCHING....INCHING......TOWARDS NOWHERE
trying to find yourself in me....
But I am indeed a splitting image of MYSELF, NOT of anyone else
For this is the truth.......
The hidden truth that makes you itch to understand......(but you don't because you can't)
Its the truth that makes you numb to my emotions and diminishes your devotion
It's the truth that names me LOVE
The truth that names you BEAUTY
It's the truth that says......"Love is that which Beauty is not....an inner self portrait....rarely adored by those you care for"
This truth re names my heart PAIN.......and
If you can't feel my PAIN......How do you expect to wipe my tears???
It's the truth that makes me CRY
Please don't take my hand THEN LET IT GO!!!!!!
The truth that makes me WANT.............LOVE.........NEED......
and HATE YOU!!!!!!!